Just a couple things…

It’s cold outside.  I’m not ready for winter yet but I’m afraid it’s rapidly approaching.  Everyone keeps talking about how there is usually snow by halloween and I just don’t know if I can handle that.  It’s time to bust out the mittens and scarves (though I’ve been wearing both for about a week and a half already).  You’d think I’d be used to the cold by now, but no.  

There is a man who works and Macy’s in the mall and comes to the coffee shop I work at on a fairly regular basis.  He always orders the same thing and I’ve finally got it right.  There are several people from Macy’s that come several days a week and I’ve learned most of their orders by now.  But this particular gentleman sticks out to me because, whether he knows my name or not, insists on calling me “girl” when getting my attention.  Whether he’s ordering, asking questions, or just inquiring about my day, it’s always just “girl.”  I laughed for quite a while tonight when he walked away, smiled and said simply, “goodnight, girl.” 

I’m learning a lot here.  Every single day I find something new to wrestle with.  I’ve found that slow days at work in the middle of the week are great times to spend with the Lord.  Hopefully I will be able to look back at this year and say that I intentionally enjoyed every bit of growing and stretching.  I don’t want to take the Lord’s Goodness for granted.  

Now, to bed.

2 Responses to “I should be sleeping, not writing”

  1. Jessica Says:

    List of thoughts I’ve been thinking as of late:

    I am so happy to be able to comment on your blog! Wooohooo!

    I’ve finally defined my main struggle at Lawrence, and that is figuring out what I truly believe, rather than what everyone else has told me all of my life that I believe.

    I want to know what a right basis for morality is. There is something in me which craves absolutes, yet the life experience I have tells me that’s not the whole story. On the other hand (Just call me Tevya) I feel I am basing morality on myself and my opinions. So which is it? To what extent am I allowed to choose what parts of “morality” I accept? And etc.

    I can understand why a person would want to marry Andrew and have his kids. I just don’t. And I think that’s okay. See above, however.

    What does it mean to be a loving big sister yet keep myself from trying to quality-control every part of their lives?

    Do I want to go to grad school? Do I want to work in a DV shelter? do I want to become an editor?

    Why haven’t I written anything in almost a year?

    Why is my hair greasy six hours after I took a shower?

    Why do I have fat thighs and yet not care in the slightest to work out?

    How much of a relationship can be give and how much can be take?

    Can I really expect my multiple long-distance friendships to last? they’re so important, so vital, yet so scarce.

    What should I eat for dinner?

    I love you.


  2. Jessica just clued me in to this blog. I’m following it, FYI.

    Miss yah.

    http://sadironman.blogspot.com


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